Thursday, May 07, 2009

Vinn's Difficult In Life P1 7-May-2009

7 May 2009

Suddenly all thing is happend... Suddenly all stress are coming... Suddenly have no heart to continue my educated... Even i have to think i want stop my educated... Today on morning, when i'm in class TFC, alot people came told me, the BMT result are coming out, than i also go to noticed board to check out of my result, wao... so happy, i get A in my BMT test. Than i very happy to past this morning and go having a lunce with my classmate. But dont know is it a happy's stuff are so fast to past, until afternoon TFC's tutorial, during the class, our some classmate discuss the the fresh result of the Bahasa Melayu, because at the begin i'm so confidence to pass the subject, so im not so afraid i will failed in Bahasa Melayu, since because last time maybe i wrote out the title in the exam, so i failed, but this time i'm so confidence i can pass the exam, but dont know why, before i check the result the scare feel come again,the stress is coming, i'm so nervous, even the both of my hand are so cold, im so afraid, so until the end i strightly go library check out the fresh result, omg, i almost drop down from the table, because this time i really is try of my best, try my best and best already, i dont know why i'm failed! And until now i cant find out the issue WHY I'M FAILED.. I'm not write wrong title, and the Bahagian B i realy score the 10marks, than bahagian C im very confrom i'm not wrote a wrong title, and also impossible out of the title...

I'm keep asking my classmate, why i'm failed, they respond me, maybe is asignment low marks no more than 10/30, i answer them impossible, even a people simply do she also can get 15marks in the assignment, i have do many point and in the asignment, how i cant more than 15 marks. Another said maybe is yours karangan out of the title, i keep strightly answer them, that is not really, because before the exam starting, Ms.Maggie she are disscuss the title with us already, so how can i out the title of the exam? Than other people said, maybe is Ms.Maggie beh syok you, made you fails -.-! omg this more a useless word, Ms.Maggie totally dont know me, how she let me failed. If realy she want me failed, start from Pendidikan Moral she let me failed already la, no need wait until Bahasa Melayu. Than until the end, got a people say, maybe Ms.Maggie feel that you are plagiarism.. -.-! because the Bahagian B we get answer from other people, because we really is same at all, maybe she feel that we are plaiarism, but this also not the real issue, because my friend C.yee and Y.theng they also pass the subject too. Why im failed, i asked many many time to my friend already... If a people he no study than fail in exam, he will feel nothing well, but if a people had a very very try best to do the exam, and he fail in exam, can you think the feel?

During TFC's class, They discuss tommorow all people go meet up with Ms.Tan B.H, because we want get a reason, we want know why we failed... why why why we failed...!!

*I want tanks to my classmate who have counselling to me, speacially X.wei, because i totally bother kacau he in the whole afternoon class.. Ps yar.. haha...

*But however, Vinn will keep it up, he want be a engineer in future, maybe he get alot of difficult, but i believe, he can go through, i believe he can do it... Try best! However, tommorow vinn still got another Math test waiting for him, Vinn, dont because the Bahasa Malayu made you down, you must keep going up!! AddOil Vinn!! Alot thing are waiting on you, you also want clear yours wishing list from the blog !!

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